You must have freedom not only from fear, but freedom from hope and expectation.  Trust in My wisdom: I do not make mistakes.  Love My uncertainty!  For it is not a mistake.  It is My Intent and Will.  Remember, nothing happens without My Will.  Be still.  Do not want to understand; do not ask to understand.  Relinquish understanding.  Relinquish the imperitive that demands understanding.

      Meditate upon the feeling between waking and sleeping, know how immediate, how close, how deeply compatible it is.  There is a feeling of really giving up; the body is limp.  Awareness too is limp.  Let the feeling of God overcome you like sleep.